I’m Jack Bauer and today is the longest day of my life . . . oh wait, no I’m not. Today, however, WAS one of the longest days of my life. Ever. I almost made it. I did smoke one cigarette today. Upside, that’s 30 less cigarettes than I usually smoke, so it’s still good. Downside, it gave me a rotten headache and a guilty stomachache. Tomorrow is new day and I’m not giving in just yet.
I think it’s going to be a process of developing new strategies. For everything. In case you hadn’t noticed, I lean to the hyper side of things. But, normally, I’m a pretty focused hyper. Who knew the cigarettes were holding me together? I don’t think I had more than two coherent thoughts all day long. Forget actually starting and finishing something. One foot in front of the other, right?